The Eyes Of Hope
Entry sometime in 2017
I think I know
But the reality is
I have no clue
Who I am.
Open and liberated comes at a price
And at what cost do we live this life?
I don’t know where or how to turn
My heart is shattered and I never learn.
A mission uncompleted.
A destiny unfulfilled.
A dream that became other dreams.
And a love that is empty and still.
I’m lost in some pain that hurt long ago,
It lingered so I learned how not to let it show.
Humility calls and my confidence falls
Maybe I’m not good enough for this desire
Maybe my ego needs to learn better.
Am I destined to watch everyone else rise around me?
Nurture others’ growth, while I’m left behind?
I always find a way , I’m not afraid.
I’m so brave that people think I’m strong,
But inside there’s a girl who wants her daddy.
When you learn the hard way you appreciate the beauty
I’m a mother now like the Mother herself.
I am so proud of my babies, this is unconditional love.
I see their innocence.
There is no more purposeful or meaningful thing
Than to be the foundation for others’ growth.
A stable entity of love and adoration, no stronger or taller mountain than love itself.
I find peace in the eyes of hope.